Each morning, the alarm goes off and Michael hits snooze and then rolls over to snuggle with me.. The alarm goes off again and he is up, into the shower, has his morning fart and spit.. and every morning i think "charming" and roll over so my back faces the bathroom light and i close my eyes, thinking of excuses as to why i cant go to work until my own alarm goes off and i make myself get up too.

What i am completely aware of though, is if he doesnt roll over and cuddle me, i will be thinking about it all day.. what have i done? Is he angry? Are "we" ok? Inside, i know things are fine and he was probably just thinking about the day ahead or is too hot which is 9 times out of 10 his answer when i do question him. And when i come home from work he usually more than makes up for his lack of affection in the morning. Why do woman always look for things that arnt there? Read deeper and cause ourselves anxiety for nothing.. why cant we have a simple thought process like most men? I believe many relationships have ended simply because one tiny little incident has caused me to behave like a crazy person. Im sure im not the only person who does this.. i know im not the only person.